Departure time.

I hurt, I hurt, emotionally,

I am not who I want to be.

Life took my soul, I’m an empty shell,

A depression hole, into which I fell.

The constant aches and tiring pain,

means I’ve fell back down again.

Naughtily, I stopped my meds,

they just kept messing with my head.

It hurts to move, or sit up straight,

can’t sleep at night, ‘mind’ working late.

My breathing struggles, I hear the wheeze,

I wish the tightness, would start to ease.

I’m broken and faulty, do not repair,

My mind is blank, I sit and stare.

Confused and tired, feeling low,

a one-way ticket, off I go.


5 thoughts on “Departure time.

  1. If you really are off your meds I hope you went off them by weaning and not cold turkey. Withdrawal from psych meds is terrible and all I did was miss 2 days in a row. There are withdrawal symptoms and my mood swings came back and I was stable. It has been a month or so and I am still not stable and I hate the mood swings all because I forgot 2 days of meds.


  2. I just love your writing, but I hate that you are not feeling good. I worry about you and hope that you find the right treatment for you that doesn’t make you feel bad. Take care of yourself my sweet friend.


  3. I’m so sorry you’re suffering so badly at the moment, I know exactly what you’re saying. I hope you’re looking after yourself xxxx


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